*steps on lego in my wet socks*
cissies defending misgendering is so funny "oh it's a preferred pronoun" "oh you cant control other people" that's true, that's why im renaming you Dumb Fuck Johnson.
slaughter beach dog said we are going to write an album about a girl with a dead brother. and we are going to do that for YOU. so YOU can self project.
like anyway! have only told two of my closest friends and No One Else but i john mulaney voice i figured i would tell all of you. but i May be. possibly. Maybe So. a gay trans man. but i have already come out to everyone i know as a lesbian. and also! what if this is all internalized lesbophobia/misogyny! but also there have been Possible Hints throughout my life that lead towards it. but therr are also Possible Hints thay lead towards me being a lesbian. but maybe me thinking that is internalized transphobia/homophobia!
and i Know if i do actually like men. it is not as a woman. like i can't explain How i know that but i just DO. so maybe im a bi man?
like i wish there was a Definitive Test that could tell me for SURE. because this is all SO messy and i can't tell where its heteronormativity and internalized shit or Actually Me or just me being raised on the internet or what! This Shit Is So Messy
me working a customer service job